Sink or swim.
Sink or swim, I tell myself.
Sink or swim. I tell myself to swim harder.
Sink or swim, I tell myself. To swim harder is all I learned.
Sink or swim. I tell myself to swim harder. Is all I learned enough to save me?
Sink or swim, I tell myself. To swim harder is all I learned, but it is not enough to save me.
Sink then, stop chattering, stop swimming, stop trying to save myself.
Just sink, to swim, effortlessly, in divine love.