God Questions

We know God rested on the seventh day.
But what did She do on the eighth day?
Was the seventh day a full stop, a period?
Or just a pause, a comma?

Did the Clockmaker
once the world was wound
Withdraw into Her back room
Workshop
cluttered but organized
filled with small precise pieces
Waiting
to create a universe
to be
Wound?

Or did She stay?
Did She pause
to observe the wounds
in Her tightly wound world?

Does She stay still?
(Yes, still, quiet)
Does She reach out --
gentle,
gentle --
with a craftswoman’s sureness
to touch –
delicate,
delicate,
oh so delicate –
my soul?
Does She still the clock’s hands
and give me pause?

Just Sit There: A Nested Meditation

Don’t just sit there.

Don’t just sit there:
do something.

Don’t just sit there.
Do something
to give meaning to your life.

Don’t just sit there:
do something.
To give meaning to your life
is the greatest accomplishment.

Don’t just sit there.
Do something
to give meaning to your life.
Is the greatest accomplishment
always something visible?

Don’t just sit there:
do something
to give meaning to your life.
Is the greatest accomplishment
always something visible
or might it look trivial?

Don’t just sit there.
Do something
to give meaning to your life.
Is the greatest accomplishment
always something visible?
Or might it look trivial
as if you were just sitting there?

Tide and Vine

We had oysters last night
Large oysters
Raw oysters 
On the half shell
Twelve oysters
Six for each of us
Four varieties 
Of PEI oysters
That’s 
Prince Edward Island
Three times four is twelve
So we had three of each
Of the four kinds
Forgive the foray
Into lower mathematics
Let’s return to the oysters
On the tray set between us
Oysters
Lemon wedges
Waiting to be squeezed
Dripping onto oysters
Open
On the half shell
That tray of pearly oysters
On their rough gray shells
Each set of three
Embraced by bright yellow
Sweet stingy lemon wedges
And on its own low pedestal
Just off center on the tray
A soft almost white
Mound of grated
Grated what?
Parmesan? No too soft looking
Mozzarella? No not soft enough
Having exhausted my current repertoire 
Of likely cheeses, I stretched forth my hand
Delicately pinched a single short string
From atop the elevated pile
Brought it slowly to my nose
Not cheese, not much smell really 
So I ate it
Horseradish
Thankfully pretty mild horseradish

Then came the intimate pleasure of eating the oysters.
But here is where we will discreetly employ that favored metaphorical device
And draw the curtain on our two young white-haired lovers
Facing each other’s eyes and hands and bodies
Across the small wooden table for two
In the small bar-restaurant
In a strip mall of all places 
In quiet off-season Niagara-on-the-Lake

Trying to Pray for Peace

How shall I start a prayer for peace
In my often troubled heart

To whom shall I pray
To God, to Allah, to Yahweh, to Jesus
To one of the Marys
Mary, mother of Jesus
Mary Magdala, tower of strength
Mary of Bethany, resurrection believer
Or to Martha, server of divinity

For what peace shall I pray?
For my own freedom from anger
For my family’s freedom from misunderstandings
For my children’s freedom from heartbreak
For my grandchildren’s freedom to grow
In peace

My, my, my, my
My prayer for peace feels unpeacefully selfish
Like a pearl found buried in a field
That I bought so I could forever miser that pearl
That pearl of peace
Created by what ancient oyster
In what long gone sea
Now a field
Waiting for my shovel
To fling wide the dirt
From that pearl of peace

Imagining God: A Nested Meditation

I imagine God.

I imagine God
in my own image.

I imagine God
in my own image
with my own righteousness.

I imagine God
in my own image.
With my own righteousness,
I create my very own god.

I imagine God
in my own image
with my own righteousness.
I create my very own god,
forgetting that I cannot imagine the infinite.

I imagine God
in my own image
with my own righteousness.
I create my very own god,
forgetting that I cannot imagine the infinite
Divine Being.

I imagine god
in my own image
with my own righteousness.
I create my very own god,
forgetting that I cannot imagine the infinite
Divine Being whom I find in Silence.



Rainy Day Nested Meditation

The sun shines.

The sun shines
although hidden behind clouds.

The sun shines.
Although hidden behind clouds
the sun shines just as brightly, as steadily, as always.

The sun shines
although hidden behind clouds.
The sun shines just as brightly, as steadily, as always,
even when all I see are rain gray clouds.

The sun shines.
Although hidden behind clouds,
the sun shines just as brightly, as steadily, as always.
Even when all I see are rain gray clouds,
I believe the light of the sun sustains my life.

The sun shines,
although hidden behind clouds.
The sun shines just as brightly, as steadily, as always,
even when all I see are rain gray clouds.
I believe the light of the sun sustains my life as
The Love of the Son sustains my Life.


Palimpsest

Before my dark ink stains
The page is lined white light
Full of emptiness
Quiet, content in its expansive is-ness
Not knowing its only reason for being
Is to hide beneath my thoughts
To become the obscured pristine depths
Beneath my wordy islands

I myself
Am just such
Ego and personality scribbled
Over pure bright light
Beneath my me-ness
Lies the Imago Dei
Light and love
Glimpsed, on occasion,
Under the endless words
That I call me.

Dust to Dust: A Nested Meditation





I am just dust.

I am just dust
feeling like something more.

I am just dust.
Feeling like something more,
I believe my own thoughts.

I am just dust
feeling like something more.
I believe my own thoughts
until I find Silence.

I am just dust
feeling like something more.
I believe my own thoughts.
Until I find Silence,
I do not know myself.

I am just dust
feeling like something more.
I believe my own thoughts
until I find Silence.
I do not know myself
to be sacred dust.

I am just dust
feeling like something more.
I believe my own thoughts
until I find Silence.
I do not know myself
to be sacred dust,
sparkling and dancing. 

I am just dust
feeling like something more.
I believe my own thoughts.
Until I find Silence,
I do not know myself.
To be sacred dust
Sparkling and dancing
in Divine Love is my true self.